Lousy mood

'Hear the sound of love's coming' I heard this sentence from a song of Xiao Yaxuan.Nothing just curious of the lyric.Does love have sound?God knows.
I have finished the Discussion and selection of the first semester's schoolar ship and have handed over the result analysis of dormitories which has more than three schoolar ship owners and dormitories in which more than two persons failed on more than two subjects..It is a complex and fussy work..Fortunately, we get it over finally.
I am coming down with a lousy mood these days..Tired of the work and the life.I haven't danced my aerobics since the beginning of the checking of the students' leave after 8o'clock.Work deep into the night,get up early.It is all what my life likes.
During the spare time of the day i often put my cactus in the sun shine then it can get more sunlight and grow larger and turn into thick green..I like green cause it stands for hope.It can help me retrieve my faith and continue with my hard work.
A while back,i feel that i am coming down with some sickness,but i can't figure out what's wrong with me.I dare not to think it over ..May be something is wrong with my head...In some sense,it likes psychology problem....I even thought i need a psychological counselor.what the hell of me?..Away from the lousy mood..